I SEE YOU!!

Dear my love,

I want to see your face. I want to feel the feathery touch of your hand, one last time in my life. I won’t last long. A pair of bullets ripped through my stomach. It must have punctured my intestine I’m breathing heavy. I already have lost enough blood but it can’t be equalled to the bloods I have sucked through my rifle. I feel that I’m counting on my time. 17 years of ruthless life filled with blood in the name of saving my own nation. I feel proud but at the same time I feel sad when I think about the safety of my nation at the cost thousands of lives at the border. I still remember the death cry of a 19 year old kid who died on my hands in the name of serving our own nation. He was shot in the chest and he tried to tell something to me. All of a sudden, he was gone. Just like that, he was gone. Just like that, he left this world. Our nation will call him a brave man died in the battle. But, they don’t know the pain he had undergone. They don’t know the life he had lost.

 I don’t know how many lives I have killed with my own rifle, with my own bullet. I don’t know how many chest my bullets had ripped through, how many brains it had shattered. Enough is enough dear! I have had enough blood on my hands. That’s why God has bid adieu to my life. I ain’t afraid of dying. The greatest thing God has done to me is, taking my life. I have done enough. I have taken enough lives. It stops here. But, I don’t want to die for one reason. Only one reason that stops me and forces me to beg God, it’s you, My Love. It’s you My Lady! It’s you.

I remember the day we got married. I remember the night I have told you “I LOVE YOU”. I remember the day when you gave birth to two little babies as beautiful as morning suns, as gorgeous as winter flowers, as sweet as honey. I remember the day they called you “Ma” and I remember your tears hugging the two cute buds. I remember the day when you told me to hold my call and asked them to speak with me. They called out only one word and that word still rings in my ear “Pa”.  I remember your last hug two years back, it was a tearful send off. I still remember the moment, I was about to start, but you ran to me like a mad, hugged me, kissed my forehead and said, “Don’t go! Please don’t go!” You might have foreseen the future. My love, why does earth have partition? Why does man drew up a border? Why do we have countries that are separated by languages and religions when the entire population came from single man and woman?

Heavens calls upon me. Words are been muttered in my ears “your time’s up”. I guess that’s all. I thank my blood and finger for writing this. I thank the shattered piece of wood that served as a paper. I thank God for the life with you. I thank you for the undying love on me. You know dear,

                       Just one more day

                       I want to be born again,

                       I want to love you again,

                       I want to feel you again,

                       Just one more day

                       I want to be born again

                       Holy God! I just need one more life

                       A life for my family

Adios!

To My love

The soldier dropped his hand. His eyes looked lifeless. His soul reached heaven and looked down at his lifeless body. It was a sun set.

              The war was over; Myriads of Corpses were lying on the blood patched battle ground. His body lied on the piece of wood protecting it. A fellow soldier moved him from the piece of wood. He was moved by his letter and had tears. He made a promise to him. A promise from his heart; He knelt down in-front of his fellow soldier’s corpse and promised, “Your love is borderless brother! it will live long. You died yet your love will stand for ages. Fellow soldier, may god bestow peace upon your soul. I don’t know your name but I will do it for you. Your letter will reach the one you loved to the core. I will take this to the person for whom you want to be born again. I salute your love.”

After 3 months,

               

          A soldier knocked a door which is far from the town. A lady with a beautiful round face and fish like blue eyes opened the door with two little kids on her either side and looked at the fellow soldier with her tear filled eyes. He had a huge box wrapped with shiny white sheet. He unwrapped it and showed it to her. She saw that, her legs trembled; she knelt down and cried, cried and tears rolled down from her eyes..........